Do you ever wonder??

Those pictures have nothing to do with my blog.

I just have had those images bouncing around my head and I had to get them out before I went totally crazy.

They do make me wonder, though...

Do you ever wonder if you are totally messed up?

I have been wondering that more and more lately.

Usually I go through life with this sort of, "I'm okay with me, and you should be too (with me, that is)" mentality, but as time drifts on, and I spend more time with people I really am starting to wonder.

Not that I am concerned what people think of me. I have almost gotten to the point where I really don't care. The only time I seem to care is when I am sitting in the company of people I don't know well, and that care evaporates as soon as I am no longer with them.

So, since I am a hermit, that only happens two or three times a year.

But, as I have popped out of my body and observed myself from time to time, I really wonder if I am super screwed up.

But if everyone else feels the same way, then maybe I'm not screwed up, I'm just normal.

I guess that's when the Spirit comes into play. I mean, if God thinks I'm okay, then what else matters, right?