Sunday, May 9, 2010

Paranoia, or something else...?

After an incredibly embarrassing episode in Relief Society a few weeks ago (and the subsequent "fix," if you will), I felt confident that everything would smooth out, and go back to normal: me sitting by myself, but content.

Well...I must be paranoid, because when I went to church today, it seemed that people were avoiding conversation, and, dare I say, eye contact with me.


Have I somehow gained the label of rabble-rouser? Am I a pariah?

Or did I smell funny? Was I wearing too much makeup? It shouldn't bother me, I guess, but it's one thing to be ignored (and I am so not complaining), and another to be an outcast.

In reality, nobody probably even remembers. I am probably just jumping at my own shadow.


Tina said...

What happened that would even make you paranoid. I'm dying to know. Send me an email if you don't want to post about it!
I hope everyone sees you for the wonderful, incredible woman you are and not for a moments mistake or whatever happened.
You are great!!! I hope you had a fabulous day yesterday!!

Rebecca said...

most people don't remember... :)

I wouldn't worry about it. Trust Heavenly Father to make things right. :)

Tara said...

Sheesh! I'm curious, too! And if you're still worried about the outcast thing, I'll attend with you some week and everyone will remember how nice it was when I stopped coming ;D

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