Sunday, May 9, 2010

Paranoia, or something else...?



After an incredibly embarrassing episode in Relief Society a few weeks ago (and the subsequent "fix," if you will), I felt confident that everything would smooth out, and go back to normal: me sitting by myself, but content.




Well...I must be paranoid, because when I went to church today, it seemed that people were avoiding conversation, and, dare I say, eye contact with me.




Uh...okay...




Have I somehow gained the label of rabble-rouser? Am I a pariah?




Or did I smell funny? Was I wearing too much makeup? It shouldn't bother me, I guess, but it's one thing to be ignored (and I am so not complaining), and another to be an outcast.




In reality, nobody probably even remembers. I am probably just jumping at my own shadow.

3 comments:

Tina said...

What happened that would even make you paranoid. I'm dying to know. Send me an email if you don't want to post about it!
I hope everyone sees you for the wonderful, incredible woman you are and not for a moments mistake or whatever happened.
You are great!!! I hope you had a fabulous day yesterday!!

Rebecca said...

most people don't remember... :)

I wouldn't worry about it. Trust Heavenly Father to make things right. :)

Tara said...

Sheesh! I'm curious, too! And if you're still worried about the outcast thing, I'll attend with you some week and everyone will remember how nice it was when I stopped coming ;D

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